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Well as you all can see that this blog has not been updated for quite sometime.Well mainly is because the laziness and inspirations are not kicking in me to write or express myself. However today i feel like expressing myself,and its been sucky. Well mainly this past few weeks has been abit f**ked up for me.Being criticize by my lecturer on stage( i do not blame you sir if u know my blog-la)haha.Performance studies has been f**ked up as well. And being a leader for the ps..gosh that aint right at all.It sucks to be a stupid leader in the band. it seriously sucks.Responsibilities are all in you,the rest of the members are shaking balls and wasting time.I cant blame them at all because they are in their "comfort zone" which are the music they listen too. Like example from classical to jazz?? that is hard accept for certain ppl who's from a classical background. And it's hard to work with them because of the duration of time..well whatever it is i hope i go through this and god bless me pls!!! i need a breakthrough for the freaking group! gosh!